jason borish

what a man...

it's been a while

i've been away from the blog for a while. life was troubling me somehow and i really needed to get it all done and turn out in a good way. i think it's okay so far, therefor i am back :-)
have a nice time and blessed be ya all

linking park - with hands held high

memorial day in america

for i know what it means to be a soldier even i am not american, i can't hinder to think about all thoses who stay somewhere in the middle of nowhere and trying to keep their head held high...
may they be blessed and may god save them all...

The soldier stood and faced God,
Which must always come to pass,
He hoped his shoes were shining,
Just as brightly as his brass.
"Step forward now, you soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
The soldier squared his shoulders and
said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't,
Because those of us who carry guns,
Can't always be a saint.
I've had to work most Sundays,
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep...
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
And I never passed a cry for help,
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here,
They never wanted me around,
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here, Lord,
It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was a silence all around the throne,
Where the saints had often trod,
As the soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you soldier,
You've borne your burdens well,
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."

Teriyaki Boyz-Tokyo Drift

the early bird...

mmhpf... i hate to get up that early, but i have to. i have a meeting at 9 this morning with a fellow student and really need to see him. one more round till this semester is done and i can concentrate on my exams next week. last few days my bio-rythm changed completely. i was up at night and slept all day. still i feel this is my normal rythm and i have to force myself to go to bed each night. maybe that's why my circulation seems so brake down sometimes. i hope it's getting better soon. yesterday evening i got a little argue with my best friend. she's in a sad or angry mood for weeks now, but she says she can't talk about, whatever made her feel this way. i sometimes find it hard to take care for something i simply don't know. i'd love to be more caring and cheering, but i don't know how. i was waiting for her call last night, cause we always call a few minutes later when something feels wrong for us. she didn't, so maybe she will today. i decided to let her do what she feels like and just try to be there in case she needs me.
argh... i'm late allready...
have a nice day y'all and take care...

Jared Padalecki --- jummy